Sunday, March 26th, 2006
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1:37 am
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Stevie Ray Vaughn is the shit. I've been listening to the same cd since i got home from work at 10. I would sell my soul to be able to play guitar like that. Lately i've been playing too much guitar hero and not enough school. I had midterms this week and i probably spent a good solid hour studying and about 12 hours playing guitar hero. Grades are so pointless. Just let me learn without having the stress of getting some meaningless letter than my future employer won't give two shits about. My job rocks, it's a shitty job with good pay. The people i work with make it worth my time to go in and give 100orate office and gets me a job somewhere. My best friend is graduating this semester and I don't want that day to come. We've had too much fun over the last year. It funny how i look foward to going back to san jose less and less. I wish all my friends and family would just move down here. I don't know how they can stand it up there. Honestly. I never want to go back. I wish i had a camera. I have so many good ideas for short films running through my head all day I just want to drop everything and shoot them. I'm tired of people (a certain someone) telling me that everything about me is ok and nothing is wrong. Fuck, if nothing was wrong i would have a girlfriend right now instead of those hundreds of douchebags at school who take thier women for granted and treat them like shit. Dating is a popularity contest. Or maybe it's like a reality show. Whatever guy can humiliate himself more in front of a girl 'wins' the adoration of that girl. and then cheats on her 6 times and she takes him back. Where as I genuinely be myself and not put up a facade. Be myself, that's all i hear. It doesnt work. Stop looking and it will happen. Sorry, been there too many times. Be more aggressive. Care to elaborate? I am not an aggressive person by nature, so that won't work. "Oh Marcos, you're so funny and sweet, but i wont date you." ouch. ha ha ha. I hate seeing people with lesser talent pass me by in anything. Its getting warm again. So i can start skimboarding again. Yes. Easter is almost here, time to grub hardcore with the cortez family. Speaking of holiday's i was in target during st patty's day and they actually had st patty's day cards. Ha. Damn fucking consumerism. Holidays are so meaningless these days. At least halloween is always halloween. Dress up and get drunk. Never changes. If anyone is still reading this...wow. Rx bandits new cd is almost out. I need to see them again soon. I've almost stopped living check to check. Just have a little bit of catching up left. I need/want a new car. Probably a truck. they're always handy.
current music: Stevie Ray Vaughn - Little wing
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Tuesday, January 17th, 2006
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11:39 pm
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Being in the edit bay for 6 straight hours with a pretty girl makes you think. It's amazing to notice how much i have come out of my shell since moving down here a year ago. I make friends alot more eaisly. Talking to girls is a piece of cake. I am so much less reserved. I've tried things i never would have tried in SJ.
I think the whole Danielle situation has opened up so many doors for me. Here is an absolutely gorgeous and totally cool girl that befriended me. And soon after we were best friends. PRETTY GIRLS CAN ACTUALLY LIKE ME. OMG. Main lesson being for me to stop being the stuck up one. No one if out of my league.
anyways. yeah it feels good to reinvent yourself. you should try it sometime. I'm going to get an ice cream now. See ya.
current music: Lemon Demon - Hyakugojyuuichi 2003
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Monday, January 16th, 2006
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11:54 am
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[x] they call me: Marcos
[x] sex: next time i'm in love.
[x] My first breath of air: the second day of the month of August
[x] Occupation: Filmaker/Merchant
_____Rewind_____
[x] most memorable memory: playing jazz in Coconut Grove
[x] first word uttered: aye carumba!
[x] first best friend ever: Sir Jacob of Redlands
[x] love is: a long time coming and short lived
[x] Been in love?: once and i miss it.
[x] love or lust: love. i've lusted enough
[x] best love song: "God only knows" the Beach Boys
[x] true or false: falsetto
[x] Is there such thing as love at first sight?: nope, love is built between two people
__Love Interest__
[x] turn ons: eyes, sarcasm, dorkiness
[x] sweetest thing a love interest did for you? the day she 'got' who i am and i felt like a girl fully understood me inside and out.
[x] where do you go to meet new people?: school and work.
[x] are you the type of person to HOLLER and ask for numbers?: no
[x] short hair or long hair?:depends on the person
__Random__
[x] dog or cat: dog
[x] sunshine or rain: sunny
[x] hugs or kisses: nothing better than a good hug
[x] 1 best friend or 10 acquaintances: 3 brothers, 3 best friends and many friends
[x] summer or winter: I like winter.
[x] written letters or emails: IM fo sho!
[x] playstation or nintendo: PS2
[x] car or motorcycle: horseless carrige
[x] house party or club: House party as long as it is not at my house.
[x] sing or dance: i suck and both, yet i love to do both
[x] freak or slow dance: freaking is retarded. just regular dancing for me.
____Lately____
[x] how are you today?: super duper
[x] what pants are you wearing right now?:adidas
[x] what shirt are you wearing right now?: my csuf sweatshirt that still has cat hair on it from when janelle borrowed it
[x] what does your hair look like at the moment?: hella wicked
[x] what song are you listening to right now?: Im pickin up good vibrations. Shes giving me excitations. Im pickin up good vibrations
[x] how is the weather right now?: cold
[x] what time is it?: 11:12 pm
__More About You__
[x] What are the last 4 didgits of your phone: 7077
[x] if you were a crayon, what color would you be?: beer
[x] have you ever almost died?: have you?
[x] what's the best advice ever given to you?: Do what you gotta do
[x] have you ever won any special awards?: 1987 Soccer Participant
[x] what's the stupidest thing you've ever done?: got in a fight in jr high
[x] how many kids do you want to have?: as many as she'll let me
[x] have you ever broken/sprained/fractured a bone?: do shin splints count?
[x] who do you tell your dreams to?: you
[x] is cheerleading a sport?: sure
___This or That___
[x] blue/pink: Blue.
[x] summer/fall: Summer.
[x] winter/spring: Winter
[x] pencil/pen: Pen
[x] white eraser/pink eraser: Pink for me.
[x] coffee/hot chocolate: Hot chocolate.
[x] hot/cold: Cold.
[x] cartoons/reality: Cartoons for sure.
[x] bestfriend/girlfriend: chris, t, dan, danielle, jake..etc....
[x] right handed/left handed: southpaw
[x] single/taken: SINGLE, somebody save me!
[x] only child/siblings: a few
[x] regular mouse/cordless mouse: I have regular one.
[x] loud keys on keyboard/quiet keys: I have quiet keys.
[x] Internet Explorer/Netscape: Firefox
[x] DVD/VHS: DVD purist right here baby.
[x] singer/actor: director
[x] die young/die old: old and glorious
[x] black pen ink/blue pen ink: Black.
[x] Rolling Stones/Beatles: Beatles
[x] Coke/Pepsi: ew
____Music____
[x] do you play any instruments?: trombone
[x] 3 favorite genres of music: ska, rock, indie
[x] Do you think buying merch at a concert then wearing it there is corny: Hell no, support the band you love.
[x] Do you listen to any bands that you'd be ashamed to admit listening to?: nope, i'm proud of all my music
____Labels____
[x] Do you think labels are dumb?: on people; yes. on clothes; no because they help me know what size i am buying
[x] emotional/physical pain: Physical, emotional pain takes longer to heal.
[x] being deaf/being blind: how does this relate to labels
[x] being bored/rushed: being bored
___Relationship___
[x] do you believe there's a difference between "love" and "in love?: two letters and a space
[x] What song describes your love life right now?: "What's so funny(about peace, love and understanding)" Elvis Costello
[x] do you sing?: Yes, just not very well.
[x] what color is your room?: White and wooden.
[x] BW or color photos: black and white
[x] who cuts your hair?: some old dude
[x] what color is your hair brush?: my fingers arent a brush
[x] what kind of hair products do you use: shampoo and gel
[x] do you like the sound of your own voice when you hear it played back?: no
[x] do you use internet shorthand: do u mn tping lke dis?
[x] how often do you bathe?: i shower
[x] are you a people-pleaser: yeah, its kinda of a bad habit. but whatever.
[x] do you wear make-up?: just to bring out my sparkling brown eyes
__Last Person Who___
[x] slept in your bed: Myself.
[x] you saw today: Co-workers.
[x] saw you cry: my mom
[x] went to the movies with?: Dan
[x] went to the mall with: Josh
[x] yelled at you?: someone at work probably
____Ever____
[x] been to NY?: Yes
[x] Florida?: no
[x] California?: I live here.
[x] Hawaii?: yes
[x] Mexico?: Yes.
[x] Canada?: yes
[x] dreamed something really crazy and then it happens the next day?: nah
[x] Stalked someone?: No.
___Pick One___
[x] apples or bananas: Bananas
[x] red or blue: Blue
[x] walmart or kmart?: Target for me.
[x] radio or cd: minidisc
[x] drawing or painting: Drawing.
_The Last Few Questions_
[x] lucky number: 4 billion.
[x] weirdest thing about you?: i dont drink soda
[x] What's on your mouse pad?: nada
[x] favorite board game?: i will dominate you at Sceneit
[x] favorite sound: Bing!
[x] worst feeling in the world: Guilt
[x] what's the first thing you think when you wake in the morning?: pancakes
[x] do you like scary or exciting rollercoasters: love them
____Do You____
[x] smoke?: No
[x] remember your first love?: Yes.
[x] still love him/her: yeah
[x] believe in miracles: maybe
[x] concider yourself tolerant of others?: super tolerant. i have the patience of a saint.
[x] consider love a mistake: No
[x] believe in magic: Yes.
[x] have any pets: no
[x] have any piercings: Nope.
[x] hate yourself: no reason to
[x] have an obsession: movie trivia
[x] have a secret crush: yes. would have told her, but i found out she has a bf. so i'll keep under wraps for now
[x] do they know yet: see above.
[x] have a best friend?: Yes.
[x] wish on stars: Yes.
[x] care about looks: no.
___Love /Life___
[x] first crush: 4th grade
[x] single or attached?: Single.
[x] do you believe in "the one": i found her twice.
___Juicy stuff___
[x] have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing: No.
[x] have you ever been caught "doing something": i got caught watching tv once. wow talk about embarassing
[x] shy to make the first move: used to be.
__His/Her Appeareance__
[x] hair: on top of her head is a good place
[x] eyes: round and sexy
[x] height: below my chin.
___Last Thing You___
[x] bought: lost energy drink for me and starr
[x] ate&drank: bagel bites
__Where do you__
[x] eat: Home usually.
[x] cry: harbor and lincoln, come cheer me up sometime
[x] wish you were: in a relationship
__Have You Ever__
[x] dated one of your bestfriends: maybe soon.
[x] loved somebody so much it made you cry: no
[x] drank alcohol: Yep tequila.
[x] done drugs: No.
[x] broken the law: Just traffic laws.
[x] run away from home: Nope.
[x] played truth or dare: Nope.
[x] been in a fight: yes and never again.
__Random Questions__
[x] what's on your bedside: clock, magazines and beer bottles
[x] what do you eat when you raid the fridge late at night: candy
[x] what's your secret guaranteed weeping movie: my girl
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Saturday, January 7th, 2006
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10:16 pm
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"hey lisa, before you go. would you like to go out sometime?"
"thanks, but i'm kinda seeing somebody right now"
current music: Saves the Day - Certain Tragedy
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Wednesday, January 4th, 2006
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1:21 am
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Girl #2 Status- Officially single :DDDD
Marcos is going to make his move
:)))))
current music: Wolf Parade - It's a Curse
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Tuesday, December 27th, 2005
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12:39 am - Albums Marcos cant get enough if
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Saturday, December 24th, 2005
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10:31 pm - i love consumerism
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10:02 pm - Quicke part 2
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Girl number 2 decided to warm up to me and smile and say hi today.
current music: Silverchair - Undecided
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1:45 am - Quickie
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Girl #1 (the film student) (and the one i really, really like.) sort of has a bf. Apparently he's rich and she sounds like a golddigger.
STATUS: possible film geek friendship
Girl #2 (the blonde viva la bam fan) No clue whats going on in her head, gave me the cold shoulder the other day at work.
STATUS: still a possibility.
thats all
current music: Jenny Lewis with the Watson Twins - Big Guns
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Thursday, December 15th, 2005
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2:11 am - It's fucking 2am
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I'm studied till I'm drunk.
I'm listening to Apotheke. It gave me a brilliant Idea for a short film.
Quick, someone give me a camera. I REALLY FUCKING WANT TO SHOOT THIS.
current music: Rx Bandits - Apotheke #3
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Tuesday, December 6th, 2005
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1:24 am - Todays Lesson Marcos Should Have Learned Ten Years Ago:
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Initiating the conversation is half the battle.
current music: Sons and Daughters - Monsters
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Thursday, November 24th, 2005
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6:45 pm - Alone yet thankful
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Time for me to get a little sappy here.
I don't really enjoy this time of year. I dont like the over polished commercialism of it. I think people take it for granted and just kind of throw it away. Not being able to be with my family or friends today made me really think about today. I'm really thankful that i got to see the majority of my family last weekend in Reno. It really helped seeing them, the year away from home has been starting to a take a toll on me. My friends down here are alot busier than any of my friends back home. So I havent seen much of them lately. There have been a couple of time where i just wanted to go back and have things be like they were. When i was just starting college. But overall my expeirence out here hs been so wonderful. I've really discovered who I am and what I want in life. So I'm thankful for all those who supported my move and let me step out of my shell for the first time in my life. I'm thankful for my friends, especially Chris and Tigo. you guys are more than friends and I hope you know that. I'm thankful for Matt for getting me interested in film in the first place and starting the ball rolling on this adventure I am on. I'm thankful for Dan for being a friend when i didnt know anyone. I'm thankful for Danielle for being in my life and for being the first girl to 'get' me. I'm thankful for my genuineness or whatever the correct word is. It's really filtered out alot of people along the way leaving me with a handful of friends that i truly care about.
I just want to say that i am thankful for friends that dont ditch you when your a puking drunk, DVD's, hours upon hours in the edit bay watching my movies come alive, high fiving with danielle and missing and then laughing about it forever, newport beach, skimboarding, hero's, ice hockey, driving zambonis, dan's beatboxing in my car on the way to the beach, video games, netflix, taco bell, working at costco, lynard skynard, water, hockey, my car for not falling apart on me yet, indie pop at 2am, American Idiot, The Resignation, Anthem, You Forgot in People, confidence, best friends in other states and, new family guy episodes.
current music: Jenny Lewis with the Watson Twins - Rise Up with Fists
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Sunday, November 20th, 2005
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10:17 pm - Reno:
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3 days-
5 hours of sleep
non-stop boozing
8 hours of blackjack
70 buck in total winnings
girls EVERYWHERE
lynard skynard and beer
awesome cousins
buffets
sunrise drives to lake tahoe
drunk dialing
drunken rodney dangerfield impersonators in the casino bathroom
awesome live cover band
drunk girls eating it on the dance floor
averaging .5 drinks for every hour i was awake and not paying for a single on of them
current music: Johnny Cash - 20 - Darlin' Companion
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Sunday, October 23rd, 2005
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11:39 am
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my chvellerz68 Screenname is dead now. I cant connect to it for some reason. its been 3 days.
use mashdownbandit from now on.
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Tuesday, October 18th, 2005
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2:23 pm
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I'm so stoked to finish my min-doc. My rough cut turned out fantastic. Gotta love black and white.
current music: The Movielife- Speed Demon
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Monday, October 17th, 2005
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4:13 pm - First Day
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In a better department in the same store. Hopefully they won't have me doing three things at once like the front end did.
current music: CKY
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Sunday, October 2nd, 2005
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10:37 am - Oktoberfest.
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Best Party Ever.
current music: Social Distortion - Ring Of Fire
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Wednesday, September 28th, 2005
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10:41 am - This is Fucking Awesome
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Friday, September 23rd, 2005
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1:53 pm
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I'm shooting my first field production today.
wish me luck.
current music: Sons and Daughters - Taste The Last Girl
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Friday, September 16th, 2005
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3:53 pm
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I've met some soccer guys at school and we are starting up a saturday morning game.
Can't wait
current mood: Stoked
current music: Carl Orff - Carmina Burana, scenic cantata for soloists, choruses & orchestra
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